Got a few questions about how my health went after getting rid of Shoggoth... So:
I recovered from feeling like shit within a week or two, and I haven't been sick ever since. There were a few little side effects besides that that remained after all this though:
- I had grown used to HORRIBLE smells, so, basicly, you can puke infront of my face and i would barely notice the smell.
- Some standard medicin like painkillers and sleeping pills don't seem to affect me anymore. I have no idea if stronger medicin will, but it probally will.
- When i go outside i still get all itchy.
- My lungs have grown stronger, and i can easily tolerate people smoking (for example) next to me now, unlike earlier in my life.
- Haven't passed out/had black outs ever since.
And, but probally not something related to the whole hell goo project; I've become some sort of an imsomniac, but worse. A sleep anorexic? I don't know.
I've had trouble falling to sleep for as long as i can remember, but it has grown worse and worse for the last few months. So naturally after the doctor called me a chronic imsomnic, i got sleeping pills.
Didn't work. Had to try other sleeping pills; Didn't work either.
So i started skipping nights every once in a while. After a while, i started skipping more nights.
I now sleep 3-4 days a week. And it's already 04:04 AM here now again: Wake up early, stay up very late. There are people out there who sleep more in one or two days than i do in a week.
My body doesn't seem to be affected by the lack of sleep, i haven't grown insane (yet?) and i seem to perform better in things like school and stuff now for an odd reason. But maybe i'm just not able to see any damage that my sleeping rhytm is causing to me right now.
The black lines below my eyes are growing lovely thick though: I've been called junk and burglar a few times now, and emo's all around the globe instantly grow jealous.
So yeah, i'll have to figure something out about that. But it's time to sleep now, and when i wake up i'm going to make a cup of coffee for the first time. Caramel coffee.
So delicious!
Speaking of delicious, It's raining like some sort of hurricane katrina out here, so i still haven't checked that bottle. Getting on the roof is kind of difficult and, even worse; Wet as fuck.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Suddenly, out of fucking nowhere;
A while ago, I came back home from a 3 day long festival. I smelled like beer, urine, sex with scandinavian chicks, mud and fastfood. And sweat. Mission succesful. But...
On the way back i noticed i still had an opened bottle of soft drink (i dont even recall what it was, probally cola or something like that) in my bag. And white fuzzy hairs floated on the liquid, with some pink spots in it and ofcourse the trademark brown spots.
People around me (in the train) obviously did the usual "yuck, throw that away" bullshit, but i didn't care. For some reason it was as if that bottle was screaming DADDY? to me.
I did not throw the bottle away.
I cut it open put some stuff in like flour, milk, and the usual fruit. I left it on my roof for a while, and it was like 35 degrees celcius (that's, err, i think 96 Fahrenheit or something?) outside on an average basis.
After forgetting about it for a while i realised it was still on my roof. Beautiful pink spots had grown everywhere, and all the normal contents had turned white. Except for a brown residue on the bottom. Dejá vu?
I still have this on my roof, but the raining days have started so i don't know when i will check it again.
It also reminded me, obviously, of this place. As you might recall i dumped Shoggoth in the park to the south of me. Sadly after a few weeks it had dissapeared, after eating away some plant life first. Dead fish had started popping up in the river, though probally coincidence and the coin that was in there? The coin was gone. Some kid might have picked it up and put it in it's mouth, heh, awsome.
And there were awfully lots of dead flies/musquitos around there.
I still have C'thun's bottle at my sink and the sink is still a bit clogged thanks to all the shit that went in. Worth it.
So yeah i just felt like sharing this stuff, especially since i've been growing bored again of lately. goodnight!
On the way back i noticed i still had an opened bottle of soft drink (i dont even recall what it was, probally cola or something like that) in my bag. And white fuzzy hairs floated on the liquid, with some pink spots in it and ofcourse the trademark brown spots.
People around me (in the train) obviously did the usual "yuck, throw that away" bullshit, but i didn't care. For some reason it was as if that bottle was screaming DADDY? to me.
I did not throw the bottle away.
I cut it open put some stuff in like flour, milk, and the usual fruit. I left it on my roof for a while, and it was like 35 degrees celcius (that's, err, i think 96 Fahrenheit or something?) outside on an average basis.
After forgetting about it for a while i realised it was still on my roof. Beautiful pink spots had grown everywhere, and all the normal contents had turned white. Except for a brown residue on the bottom. Dejá vu?
I still have this on my roof, but the raining days have started so i don't know when i will check it again.
It also reminded me, obviously, of this place. As you might recall i dumped Shoggoth in the park to the south of me. Sadly after a few weeks it had dissapeared, after eating away some plant life first. Dead fish had started popping up in the river, though probally coincidence and the coin that was in there? The coin was gone. Some kid might have picked it up and put it in it's mouth, heh, awsome.
And there were awfully lots of dead flies/musquitos around there.
I still have C'thun's bottle at my sink and the sink is still a bit clogged thanks to all the shit that went in. Worth it.
So yeah i just felt like sharing this stuff, especially since i've been growing bored again of lately. goodnight!
Friday, May 21, 2010
Day 166: And finally... (Part 3) The End.
Shoggoth is now in a better place. The nutrient filled park. Here it can grow without me destroying it's layer all the time. Weather is going to be shitty, but he'll handle it.
It's near some trees and a shrub, out of range from playing children but nearby critter wildlife and plants. i almost completely burrowed the pot but it's still open. I had to climb a fence (do you know how hard that is with Shoggoth in one hand?) to get to that spot but i didn't want random children or dogs finding it seeing what it was starting to to do with me.
Shitty part: My camera's SD card is suddenly blank. As in, empty. It's like Shoggoth erased everything and basicly saying "the world will never know." (Unless i visit it again, which i probally will one time) But for now, it's time to grow that shit natural.
Why is the place behind a fence? Ground water is absorbed at this location.
But anyway. 201 posts, a hundreds of comments, suggestions, facebook comments, questions, emails page visits and doctor visits it's time to say goodbye. What started out as a joke on an imageboard thread turned into this weird project that we've been doing for almost half a year. And this is the most cliché thing to say but i wouldn't have done it without you guys. Thanks alot for the support and interest!
~Hell Goo, Thijs, Pestilence, Etc. You know the drill. <3
Day 166: Part two.
Go to google.
?????
PLAY PACMAN
Went to the garden to check Eden for the last time to, shit has become a zergling hive.
So i'm not dumping this into nature, no, looks like i have passed my final judgement; Exterminatus. Time to grab some bleach and my camera, brb.
Except i had neither bleach or acids available, so i temporary filled it with spiritus and salty water. which is a shitty combination but i guess i'll have to get bleach and crap tomorrow.
Picture related. It should at least kill the maggots and it made some fly or spider go spastic and die really fast. Burn the heretic maggots, burn!
Also, that apple man, that apple.
Anyway i should go out with Shoggoth to the park when it's darker outside. Wish me luck.
I just realised that this is the 200th post.
?????
PLAY PACMAN
Went to the garden to check Eden for the last time to, shit has become a zergling hive.
So i'm not dumping this into nature, no, looks like i have passed my final judgement; Exterminatus. Time to grab some bleach and my camera, brb.
Except i had neither bleach or acids available, so i temporary filled it with spiritus and salty water. which is a shitty combination but i guess i'll have to get bleach and crap tomorrow.
Picture related. It should at least kill the maggots and it made some fly or spider go spastic and die really fast. Burn the heretic maggots, burn!
Also, that apple man, that apple.
Anyway i should go out with Shoggoth to the park when it's darker outside. Wish me luck.
I just realised that this is the 200th post.
Day 166: The end is nigh. Part one.
Well that was it folks, goodbye! ...
As you might expect i'm not going to suddenly dissapear after almost half a year of starting out making rotting hell out of food, spawning little spiked maggots, fungi arena fights, biohazard and hundreds of doctor visits; I will be doing final, multiple updates all over the day. Starting off with the usual Shoggoth update like we usually do.
As you can see, Shoggoth still looks the same. So...
First i decided to pull out the "electric wire" with shaky hands and film it. Over exposure? who gives a fuck.
Having pulled that out, Shoggoth looks really dehydrated so i'll add some water (see it as a death row meal) after this.
And it smells so baaaaad. But no liquid to be found either. You are staring into the deep layers of Shoggoth, where things like this spawn;
This looks so... Yes. Just wonderfull.
I'll be adding some water now to prepare Shoggoth for the rest of the day;
I won't be bleaching Shoggoth, i won't burn him either;
To the south of my house there is a park, where all kind of plants and animals are growing happily and children are playing all day long. Basicly, nutrients and bacteria everywhere, including botulin toxin in some parts of the soil thanks to rotting duck corpses. Oh and there's water pipes that go to my city and a village nearby running down there.
Shoggoth will leave the nest and start flying his own path.
So much for part one.
As you might expect i'm not going to suddenly dissapear after almost half a year of starting out making rotting hell out of food, spawning little spiked maggots, fungi arena fights, biohazard and hundreds of doctor visits; I will be doing final, multiple updates all over the day. Starting off with the usual Shoggoth update like we usually do.
As you can see, Shoggoth still looks the same. So...
First i decided to pull out the "electric wire" with shaky hands and film it. Over exposure? who gives a fuck.
Having pulled that out, Shoggoth looks really dehydrated so i'll add some water (see it as a death row meal) after this.
And it smells so baaaaad. But no liquid to be found either. You are staring into the deep layers of Shoggoth, where things like this spawn;
This looks so... Yes. Just wonderfull.
I'll be adding some water now to prepare Shoggoth for the rest of the day;
I won't be bleaching Shoggoth, i won't burn him either;
To the south of my house there is a park, where all kind of plants and animals are growing happily and children are playing all day long. Basicly, nutrients and bacteria everywhere, including botulin toxin in some parts of the soil thanks to rotting duck corpses. Oh and there's water pipes that go to my city and a village nearby running down there.
Shoggoth will leave the nest and start flying his own path.
So much for part one.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Just wanted to post this:
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/science_and_environment/10132762.stm
Someone beat me to it! Curse you scientists!
"These could be used in the future to make the most powerful bioweapons imaginable. The challenge is to eat the fruit without the worm."
Someone beat me to it! Curse you scientists!
"These could be used in the future to make the most powerful bioweapons imaginable. The challenge is to eat the fruit without the worm."
165: .
Had to move Shoggoth back under the sink thanks to the really strong smell coming back. It's like Shoggoth farted really, really hard. At first i tried to endure it but it nearly made me puke.
Still feel a bit like shit, but i'm recovering.
I haven't checked both pots for obvious reasons. 5 Months of exposing myself to rotting organic matter seems to finally take effect on me. So much for superhuman resistance.
I have no future plans for all of my "children" left. (No, no mice.) I really don't know what to write either. Fuck it, i guess this is coming to an end.
This has to be the shortest update ever.
Still feel a bit like shit, but i'm recovering.
I haven't checked both pots for obvious reasons. 5 Months of exposing myself to rotting organic matter seems to finally take effect on me. So much for superhuman resistance.
I have no future plans for all of my "children" left. (No, no mice.) I really don't know what to write either. Fuck it, i guess this is coming to an end.
This has to be the shortest update ever.
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